Well I am awake...

I have had some contractions that woke me up...I tried to manage them in bed but it was hard since I feel like I was half asleep and not able to really get my mind focused. Craig woke and with him rubbing my arm and back I was able to cope much better. He then got up and started getting the house pulled together, he is so amazing. I managed three more contractions in bed by myself but now I am up. I think I will do better in upright positions, we will see. I have just opened a contraction counter so I can get a idea of how frequent they are. I am still not sure this is the real thing... I am not sure I am ready for this to be the real thing... I might need a good cry to help let go. I have loved being pregnant and just not ready to transition. Wish me luck, I will keep you all updated...